Monday, January 27, 2003
song that i'm feeling right now...Divine - Lately
Chorus:
Lately
(I've been watching you)
Been thinkin bout you baby
(And everything you do)
Just sittin away watching the days go by
(Repeat)


Verse 1:
Have you ever felt a breeze hit your heart
Like the wind was blowing it apart
As you're spinning like a merry-go-round
Indications of a storm touching down
Wish that I can weather any storm
But I guess it was heart break from the norm Was a day I will always remember
The saddest day in sweet November


Chorus


Verse 2:
Baby I'm on my knees, praying God help me please
Bring my baby back, right back to me
If lovin you was right then I don't wanna go wrong
So I drown myself with tears
Sittin here, singin another sad love song


Chorus


Bridge:
Baby I've been torn apart
I wish you hadn't broke my heart
I'm missin you babe, missin you everyday
(Repeat)


Chorus to fade



Sunday, January 26, 2003
super bowl sunday. man, i would enjoy this, but sadly, i don't understand the concept of football. basically, i just don't know how to play it. anyways, i didn't do much today. we tried to go to church, but we didn't make it in time. we went home, i watched some anime, then i fell asleep. when i woke up, my mother and sister wanted to go buy a t.v. for my sister's room. we went to best buy and then circut city. after that, we stopped by the mall. i want that pillow in the mall so bad! it was so soft, but then, i am never going to wake up in the morning. anyways, after that we ordered to go at hooters. it took a while. since it was super bowl sunday, a lot of people were there. it was pretty busy. that was my whole day. boring eh?

earlier that day...
man, it's like 2 o'clock in the morning, and i'm bored as hell. i haven't done shit all day. all i've done today was be online, whoo hoo, so much fun. gosh, i hate not having a ride anywhere. i feel gay when people ask about what i did today, and i have to say "nothing, get online." man, i can't wait till i drive, but that's not till like next year. i'll be junior by then. that sucks too. i wish my birthday was earlier in the year. *sigh* i haven't talked to reytardo all day long. aren't ya'll proud of me? well, not really. i kind of miss him =X. i never thought i would say (well type) that! i am going crazy!


Saturday, January 25, 2003
i'm bored as hell so here i am "xanga"-ing. i haven't done anything today, but be online. i haven't had a ride anywhere today anyways. life sucks without a ride man. anyways, i'm bored. someone entertain me! where's that reytard when i need him? *sigh* let me guess...out with his homies. whatever. bye.

feeling this song right now...Superman - Eminem
Intro: (girl) Oooooh
(Eminem) You high baby?
(girl) Yaaahhh.
(Eminem) Yah?
(girl) Talk to me.
(Eminem) You want me to tell you something?
(girl) Uh huh.
(Eminem) I know what you want to hear.


(Chorus A) (Eminem) Cuz I know you want me baby, I think I want you too,
(girl) I think I love you baby, (Eminem) ?I think I love you too?
I?m here to save you girl, come be in Shady?s world
I want to grow together. let?s let our love unfurl
You know you want me baby, you know I want you too,
They call me superman, I?m here to rescue you,
I want to save you girl, come be in Shady?s world,
(girl) ?Ooooh boy you drive me crazy?, (Eminem) Bitch you make me hurl


(Verse one) They call me superman, leap tall hoes in a single bound,
I?m single now,
got no ring on this finger now,
I?ll never let another chick bring me down in a relationship,
save it bitch, babysit?
You make me sick,
Superman ain?t savin? shit, girl you can jump on Shady?s dick,
Straight from the hip, cut to the chase, I tell a motherfuckin' slut to her face,
Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what?s her face,
I?m a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask?
Kiss my dick, get my cash?
I?d rather have you whip my ass,
Don?t put out, I?ll put you out. Won?t get out, I?ll push you out,
Puss blew out, poppin? shit, wouldn?t piss on fire to put you out
Am I too nice? Buy you ice? Bitch if you died, I wouldn?t buy you life,
What you tryin? to be my new wife? What you Mariah? Fly through twice


(Bridge) But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go.
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo
Maybe I?ll love you one day, maybe we?ll someday grow,
till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin? runway ho


(Chorus B) Cus I can?t be you Superman, can?t be your Superman,
can?t be your Superman, can?t be your Superman,
I can?t be your Superman, can?t be your Superman,
can?t be your Superman, your Superman, your Superman


(Verse two) Don?t get me wrong, I love these hoes,
it?s no secret, everybody knows,
Yeah we fucked, bitch so what, that?s about as far as your buddy goes,
We?ll be friends, I?ll call you again, I?ll chase you around every bar you attend,
Never know what kind of car I?ll be in, we?ll see how much you?ll be partyin? then,
You don?t want that , neither do I, I don?t want to flip when I see you with guys,
Too much pride, between you and I, not a jealous man, but females lie,
But I guess that?s just what sluts do, how could it ever be just us two?
I?d never love you enough to trust you, we just met and I just fucked you

(Bridge) But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go.
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo
Maybe I?ll love you one day, maybe we?ll someday grow,
till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin? runway ho


(BOTH CHORUS A AND B SUNG AT THE SAME TIME)
(Chorus A) (Eminem) Cuz I know you want me baby, I think I want you too,
(girl) I think I love you baby, (Eminem) ?I think I love you too?
I?m here to save you girl, come be in Shady?s world
I want to grow together. let?s let our love unfurl
You know you want me baby, you know I want you too,
They call me superman, I?m here to rescue you,
I?m here to save you girl, Come be in Shady?s world,
(girl) ?Ooooh boy you drive me crazy?, (Eminem) Bitch you make me hurl


(Chorus B) Cus I can?t be you Superman, can?t be your Superman,
can?t be your Superman, can?t be your Superman,
I can?t be your Superman, can?t be your Superman,
can?t be your Superman, your Superman, your Superman


(Verse three) First thing you say, ?I?m not fazed,
I hang around big stars all day, I don?t see what the big deal is anyways,
you?re just plain old Marshall to me?
Oooh yah girl run that game, ?Hallie Jade, I love that name,
love that tatoo, what?s that say? Rot in pieces? Uh, that?s great?
First off you don?t know Marshall, at all so don?t grow partial,
that?s ammo for my arsenal, I?ll slap you off that barstool,
There?s goes another lawsuit, leave handprints all across you,
good Lordy whoadie, you must be gone off that water bottle,
You want what you can?t have, ooh girl that?s too damn bad,
don?t touch what you can?t grab, end up with two backhands,
Put anthrax on a tampax, and slap you till you can?t stand,
Girl you just blew your chance, don?t mean to ruin your plans


(Bridge) But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go.
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo
Maybe I?ll love you one day, maybe we?ll someday grow,
till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin? runway ho


(Chorus A) (Eminem) Cuz I know you want me baby, I think I want you too,
(girl)I think I love you baby, (Eminem) ?I think I love you too?
I?m here to save you girl, come be in Shady?s world
I want to grow together. let?s let our love unfurl
You know you want me baby, you know I want you too,
They call me superman, I?m here to rescue you,
I?m here to save you girl, Come be in Shady?s world,
(girl) ?Ooooh boy you drive me crazy?, (Eminem) Bitch you make me hurl


(Chorus B) Cus I can?t be you Superman, can?t be your Superman,
can?t be your Superman, can?t be your Superman,
I can?t be your Superman, can?t be your Superman,
can?t be your Superman, your Superman, your Superman



Friday, January 24, 2003
today was ok. i didn't really do anything. i just went to school, you know, the usual. after school, i went to reytardo's casa. that was boring too, then i went home.

Thursday, January 23, 2003
*sigh* i haven't done anything all day, and i'm upset right now. apparently, i'm not there for my friends. well, to all those who are actually my friends, i'm sorry if you people feel that i haven't been there for all of ya'll, but like i said before, i don't even know who is and isn't my friend anymore. in fact, i don't know what an actual friend is. so you tell me.

oh gosh! i woke up late again. i asked my sister to take me to school, but she wouldn't. i even offered her money, but she didn't take it. who would've thought i'd want to go to school that badly. well, the only reason i want to go is because i was supposed to have detention today. this'll be the second time i skipped this detention, so therefore, i'm getting saturday school. besides, if i miss any more days, i'm going to have to make up hours, which i don't want to do. well anyways, this is exactly why i need a car. if i had a car, my sister wouldn't have to wake up so early whenever i wake up late for school. i could just drive my own ass there. this week seems so long for some reason. yesterday felt like a friday to me. anyways, i'm going to "xanga" later, i'm about to go back to sleep man.
the song that I'm feeling right now...Blaque - Questions
I wanna know why this feels so right
I wanna know why you hold me tight
each and every night, it keeps me up all night
thinkin about the things i like
can't believe you're in my life
i wanna know why ur the one
the things that they should have you've already done
god sent you straight to me
you make me wanna sing lalalalala


but when you look at me, do you see ur wife?
can you picture us lovin' each other for life?
are you playin' the role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
baby please answer these questions...
...and "no" this is not for anyone in particular


Wednesday, January 22, 2003
Happy Birthday to Huy Tran...hey big bro, don't forget that i love ya, and have fun today okays? best wishes. take care! i'll be seeing you soon!
yesterday i didn't get to "xanga", oh but who cares?! anyways, i wasn't even home to "xanga". right after school, i went straight to reytardo's casa. man, i was so tired, and i swear, i tried to sleep, but i couldn't. it was hella boring at his casa man! i went home at about 8 o'clock, and i totally passed out after that. my mom woke me up to eat, then i just went to SLEEP! gosh, i was so tired yesterday. i didn't sleep until like 3 a.m. the "night" before. so yeah, that's what i did yesterday. anyways, today wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. it could've been better though. i had world geography for first period. it was boring, but hey, i got my shit done. i had biology next. wow, that was boring, but it was ok. we didn't do anything but like color, draw, and talk. then, i had keyboarding next. that shit was boring too, but i also got my stuff done in there. tutorials today was HELLA BORING! we had to take some stupid "practice test"! that was so dumb! fourth period, i had spanish with the horrible ms. hall. she's not that bad, but i gotta admit, she do be trippin'. well, that's basically it, then i went home and scanned faces with melody. haha, that was funny.


Monday, January 20, 2003
today wasn't as boring as yesterday. huy, jack, and huy's parents came to pick me up from my house around 2:30. his parents dropped us off at first colony. we chilled there for like 20 mins. after that we were supposed to walk to AMC, but i found out that i didn't have a ride home, so i called reytardo at about 3:05. he came by, picked us up, and took us back to huy's house. we chilled there till about 6:30, then we had to go pick reytardo's sister up from work. first, we stopped by mike's house for a little bit. when we picked up his sister, we went back to his place. i chilled there till like 9 o'clock. i went home.


Sunday, January 19, 2003
today was so damn blah! man, reytardo and i were supposed to chill today, or at least he said so, but he still isn't home. hmm, maybe later. oh well. i didn't do shit today, but sit here and be online. damn! me and my no-life self. well, me and bianca [ my wonderful daughter ] talked till like 7 this morning. it was like one of our mother-daughter moments. well, hopefully rey comes home later so we can chill.

later that day... gosh, i have nothing to do! i'm so glad we don't have school tomorrow !! today sucked. i didn't get to chill with reytardo. in fact, i didn't even talk to him until he called me back around 8 o'clock. we spent about 10 minutes on the phone before he went out again. i spent 8 minutes of that laughing for absolutely no reason. haha, what was i on?!


Saturday, January 18, 2003
wow..reytardo remembered our anniversary. i had to play if off like i didn't remember, because i was waiting for him to say something. we went out last night. well not really out, but somewhat out.


Friday, January 17, 2003
holy crap! i heard that my 4th period spanish class switched teachers today. meaning, i have ms. hall now. yuck. i heard she's a real bitch, but i don't know. that's just great. i don't want another mean teacher. all my red day classes are bad enough, here comes another one. i start the day with a sucky ass teacher, and end it with another one. man, i'm so sore. i have no idea why though. i didn't even run the laps that we did yesterday, i walked them. by the way, today's my anniversary, but i think reytardo forgot. oh well, he's too busy to be remembering all that. my horoscope said that romance would be highlighted today, but i really don't feel it. it LIES! hopefully, my mom lets me out tonight. i'm still waiting for reytardo to call me back. i should get offline.


Thursday, January 16, 2003
today was kinda boring. i had gym 5th period. we were supposed to run 4 laps, but i walked 3. haha. i wasn't about to try to run and then not make it on time, so i said fuck that, and i started walking. i walked to whole way. i had health 6th. that class was so boring. i had to make a sign for the coach. he wanted to put it on his door. BORING! then i had english, which is always relatively boring, so i wasn't surprised. then i had geometry. that bitch was tripping because we didn't understand what she was trying to teach. what a loser! after that, something made me really really happy, and i was pretty happy-go-lucky after that. reytardo makes me smile. haha, that loser!


Tuesday, January 14, 2003
*sigh* today totally sucked ass! i went to school. that was so damn boring! i fell asleep in every damn class except for 5th period. i was also really moody for some reason. eck! i felt so damn crappy. reytardo pissed me off soo many times today. it was stupid little shit though. gosh, i need to get out of this goddamn house. i can't wait till i can chunk deuce man. everyone's being such a hoe in this house. they can all kiss my ass. they trip too much! now, my head hurts and i've got 8 pages of geometry homework. this is what i get for trying to get ahead in high school. stupid me.


Sunday, January 12, 2003
today was so boring! i was supposed to go with elaine & cassandra to the reliant arena to buy some stuff, but cassandra couldn't take me. then, i was supposed to go see my reytardo, but then my sister didn't want to take me anymore. hopefully he stops by my house to say "hey" or something. i haven't seen him all weekend. yesterday was so boring! i couldn't go out because my mom & i got into this arguement about some stupid stuff. my reytardo also stayed home with mike. that was so boring. we fell asleep on the phone. BORING! i sure wish my mom would stop tripping about that stupid crap. what a loser! *giggles*


Tuesday, December 31, 2002
i miss my sexy reytardo so much! gosh i wish i could see him!

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